New beginning New plan!

Lately I've been seeing new life growing out of everywhere. I see them around my house, in my lab, everywhere I go. Its not just plants but also people. I saw flowers blooming even before spring. I saw plants sprouting in jars of agar in my lab. And even the CMYF that I attend to had a few new comers.

Is this what God wants me to see? This winter has been the worst season for me. With all my problems, I've been through the worst I've ever experienced. Depression had brought me down to that extent that even my hobby wouldn't cheer me up.

A few days ago, a friend told me that its because of the down fall that someone might just get the chance to change to become a better person. Am I changing because of this? Or maybe I can't see myself change. That friend even reminded me about my old self when i was still happy go lucky, or should i say " Sunshine "?? Am I changing into someone that I don't want to be? Am I already losing the "glow"??

Maybe God is trying to show me that it is not the end when all my plans are down the drain. Maybe all the flowers blooming was a sign telling me that its not the end but its a new beginning.

I just want to say a big thank you to those who remembered me in prayer. The photo that had me thinking of all this will be dedicated to all those who stood by and supported me!!

THANKS GUYS!!! I will not fail again!!!! I will be the sunshine like before!!!